The Weekend

so this weekend went by quick. I had some fun and I had some tears.

Saturday I didn't do much at all during the day. Just stayed in my cool basement. In the evening I went out for Tasha's bday. Had some yummy drinks and food at the Duke of Dublin. Didn't get a chance to have my Bailey's Cheesecake tho :( Afterwards Melissa dropped me off and I poured myself into bed.

Sunday was a long day. Kris & I had plans, whether he followed through with the plans is what I was waiting to see. I went out and ran a few errands, called my Mom and Aunt. 12 came and went and by three i started drinking my coolers.

It was about this time when I got a msg from a friend. So we msged back and forth all night. My coolers dissappeared, so I bought some wine when my cousin Wade went on a beer run for the girls. I had one glass before my friend came over and we went for food. It was good to get my mind of off Kris for just a little while.

Kris never did show or call. He told me when we were having our talk that this is what he does. He becomes a complete jerk so the girls break up with him. It's not going down that way this time. I didn't do anything to deserve this. I love him and will continue to be here......

.:: It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up. Especially when it's everything you've ever wanted ::.