
So i have one of these for just all the stuff going on with my mom, but I thought I would also have one that just deals with what is going on with me. Yes my mom is part of me, but i don't feel right going on about my crap when i should be writing about how i am dealing with my mom.
So between dealing with my mom's sickness, I am also dealing with my boyfriend trying to break things off with me. I wouldn't go for it, so we are on a break. I know that as soon as you hear that word you think Ross & Rachel. Well so far it's nothing like that. It started last Thursday when he finally called back and told me we need to talk. This is after not talking to me all day and then going to see Transformer's without me. By doing this, he thought I would break up with him. Dumbass!
We've been together just over a year now and he's the one. However he believe's he's not in love with me. Slight kink in my dreams. We've seen each other twice since the desicion. Once very quicky at my mom's and the day after when we went out for dinner and a movie. Yesterday we were supposed to go to the river, but it didn't happen and now we have plans for Sunday. Part of me wants to go, but part of me doesn't. I want to give space to miss me basically. But i miss him so much.
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