it's friday.....and I miss my bestfriend.

he's camping with his friends right now. I haven't talked to him since wednesday. We talk everyday. This is killing me. I know it's for the best or at least I'd like to think so. I really don't want to lose what we have. I hope he's missing me too...

am i that hard to love? im an awesome gf (his words) so what the hell?

it's time for girls night and some alcoholic beverages. need to get rid of the pain. even if it is only for one night.

why? ? why is all this happening at the same time?