So can't say this has been the best year for me, but I made it through. I met some new wonderful people who I am proud to call my friends. Went on an amazing vacation and am already planning the next one. Can drive, even if my poor car needs work already.
Winter break is here and I am gonna take advantage of it believe me. Ahh to sleep in and relax for a day or two, mind you this will be after Christmas when everything is all finished and completed. As for today I will be baking and sewing. Busy Busy Busy. Think I will put on a couple Christmas movies and just go at it.
So everything is still the same. No change. Might have to do with the fact that I'm such a chicken sh*t. It's not like we haven't been down this road before....over and over again. I just don't want to be hurt again. But when he's here or I'm there, it's great. Nothing like cuddling on the couch, watching a movie with the person you've been in love with for over ten years. I just want to believe in everything he's told me.
So I'm not sure how Christmas is gonna be....i know it's gonna be hard, but thankfully I will have my wonderful family there.
Wishing you all a Merry Christmas and hoping 2011 will be the best <3
