Too F'ing hot

So i am upstairs at Kim's and melting into her leather couch and looking forward to the cold shower I will be taking after I write this.

So the hospital visit went long yesterday. My mom didn't get in til twenty to two, when she was supposed to be in at 11. And the other thing is that they had to go down her throat again. Then we got the news we were expecting. She has cancer. It's kinda surreal. We're going to the specialist on Monday to see what her options are.

I'm enjoying my time out here, but my thoughts keep going all over the place. Sometimes they are on Mom and all the stuff I want to do with her while I can. On Kris and the conversation I would like to have. And among those are many other thoughts running around inside. I'll give some away....please take them.

K well I'm all yucky so I gonna hop in the shower. Yay :)