
so here i sit....fine, but confused because men have a way of doing that to me. why i have no idea.
i woke up yesterday and I was fine. it was weird, but I was like ok.
kris came over around 11 and dropped my stuff off and I gave him his. then we went to get something to eat. while waiting for our food he asked how my day at work was on monday. I told him it sucked. he asked why. that's when i got your msg. his reply ohhh, well it's not the end, it just for right now.
WTF does that mean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he broke up with me and then proceeds to tell me this...i don't get it.
does this mean that when and if he's ready to love me he can come back? somehow that just doesn't seem fair to me. as much as I love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him, i can't just sit here and wait.
so this is what i'm going to do. I'm going to spend as much time as i can with my friends and family. i will be busy. we have plans to see HP next week, which is great, but I will take a step back. make him miss me.....make him see what he did.
does this seem unfair or like a playing a game?
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