Thursday, August 27, 2009

pain


here i sit staring at the keys wondering what to write. my stomach is still in knots and my head is....well there's just too much running around inside.

i have haunting images running around.....like old home movies playing repeatedly. i could handle them before, but now I have pictures popping in and out of them too. pictures that i'm not in.

i still don't know what to think. cause i am not for sure about anything. i just know i don't like what i saw.

right now I am hating life. i am hating this summer. i don't get why i keep getting hurt when all i did was fall in love.

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