There are some days when i just can't wrap my head around what is going on in my life. As I am writing these words my eyes are tearing up. I just wonder who dealt the hand that took my life from being great to the horrible mess it is now. It's not my whole life, just main parts of it. Thankfully i still have my friends and family.
My mom had her appointment with the cancer clinic on Friday. We were told that she will be put on pallentive chemo, which we already knew. This won't get rid of the cancer, but will slow it down. Before she does this, she needs to go have a CT scan to see if the cancer has spread any further. Apparently the chemo can either last a long time or it can last a short time as the cancer becomes ammune to it. We're hoping that it works for a long time.
My mom will be moving in with me in October. It will be nice to have her with me again. I will cherish every moment.
As for the rest of my life or the other shitty part of it....still no word. & it really hurts that after being together a year he chooses to do this. I thought he was better than that. When he said lets just be friends I thought he was telling the truth. I never imagined he would pull this stunt. To not even answer my txt about my mom, thats a little heartless. The one that had to do with me - whatever. I thought I meant more to him than that - guess I was wrong.
My mom had her appointment with the cancer clinic on Friday. We were told that she will be put on pallentive chemo, which we already knew. This won't get rid of the cancer, but will slow it down. Before she does this, she needs to go have a CT scan to see if the cancer has spread any further. Apparently the chemo can either last a long time or it can last a short time as the cancer becomes ammune to it. We're hoping that it works for a long time.
My mom will be moving in with me in October. It will be nice to have her with me again. I will cherish every moment.
As for the rest of my life or the other shitty part of it....still no word. & it really hurts that after being together a year he chooses to do this. I thought he was better than that. When he said lets just be friends I thought he was telling the truth. I never imagined he would pull this stunt. To not even answer my txt about my mom, thats a little heartless. The one that had to do with me - whatever. I thought I meant more to him than that - guess I was wrong.
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