Third week of Sept? WTF?

I seriously cannot believe it's already the third week of September....holy crap!

I'm back at work and happy to be there. It keeps my mind off of things....even if it is only for a couple of hours. My Mon, Wed, Fri class is easy. There are only ten of them and six come everyday. My Tues/Thurs class is a little bit more of a challenge being there are sixteen. It will be a great learning experience. I took a break from cutting out apples today, but back at it tomorrow. Well maybe I will finish some up before going to bed.

Had an OK weekend. Would have been a lot better if my mom was feeling better. I think the stint that they put in her stopped working, so she was in pain all weekend. She has a doctor's appointment tomorrow with the Dr who put it in, so hopefully he will schedule another surgery asap. However my cousin's birthday was great. Got to hang out with the family. Seems I will be doing that every two weeks from now til the middle of October. I can't wait to get the family photos done. I'm very excited for those.

Had a great time with Monica last week. Looking forward to when we can do it again. Nothing like wine and a four hour conversation. Gonna go see her in a couple of weeks and get my hair chopped and colored. Not sure how it's gonna be cut, but shorter I think. And the darkest brown with light brown highlights. It's been a while since I've done that so looking forward to it.

So i almost sent an email out yesterday. I typed it with no outgoing address in the box. Then i deleted it. It's kinda like the two save messages i have in my drafts on my phone. They are there, but will they get a response if i send them? Monica told me to give it time. I've been doing that. I'm not the girl who wants drama. I'm also not the psycho ex. I'm just me.

He was in my dream the other night. It was good to see his face, hear his voice and feel his touch...even if it was only in my head.