i'm very happy to have my music back...or rather any sound coming from my computer. i'm, like most of the time, listening to music. i don't know what i would do with out music. there are so many songs that just pull me in. right now there are a couple by daughtry, state of shock, keith urban, theory, our lady peace and david cook that are just me.
today i woke up happy....well actually i woke up with the feeling of "i really would like to stay in my nice warm bed" but then i was happy. it's been a few days since i've felt like this. i don't think i've been this happy since the first day of school. doesn't mean that i'm always sad, but these were genuine happy days. do i have a reason for the happiness? not really.
i had a good day yesterday. watched some movies with a friend and just got to be lazy for the day. he's a good friend.
the trip is over. they are home. i guess part of me was hoping that he might have missed me on the trip. wondered if would have been different if i was there. I wonder if he thought about me while there. i wonder if he thinks of me at all. part of me was hoping for a sign from him. i don't know why.
And when you fall apart
Am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said and with a broken heart
Your walls can only go down but so low
Can you hear me when I call your name?
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