it's Friday night and im home by myself.
it's a little chilly in here so I am looking forward to curling up in a warm blanket.

my mom had her second surgery today and it went well. she's at my Nana's sleeping. I will be heading out there tomorrow to spend thanksgiving with my family.

so i am trying to think more positively lately....trying being the goal. I do have good days. The last couple have been ok. Tuesday was a grump day...it was three months that day.

i know it will get better in time, but that doesn't stop me from missing him everyday. i was debating all day long whether to send a msg. nothing crazy..just a simple i miss you or do you ever think of me....nothing too heavy....but didn't.....still thinking about it.

there are moments when i do get mad and i just don't understand why he didn't fall in love with me. if I was such a great girlfriend what did i do wrong?